“Keep these pearls coming at a faster pace,” someone wrote on my Journeying through the Gap post. I agree with the reader. I wished I had written more to all of you during this last year. I waded through a long, large gap. You can see it in my posts this last year if you look hard. But the breakthrough has finally happened.
Life is bigger than we know. Life gives us surprises along the way. While I trusted the process when I was down in the trenches, I couldn’t see the roadmarkers that I tell you to watch for in the long gap. It is only now on this side, that I understand more deeply. I was doing a meditative writing to communicate with my deepest wisdom last week, and this is what was told to me about this last year.
- You were incubating your new life this past year. The retreat, depression, resignation were all a part of withdrawing yourself from the life you had created to date, so that you could birth a new, brilliant, glistening, fulfilled life.
After a year in stall, suddenly out of nowhere, my roommate showed me a piece of paper that she had written all the things she felt toward a person who had dealt her a tremendous amount of harm. Then she showed me another piece of paper that she had written an hour later after going through a process in a course she was just beginning. I was shocked. The perspective changed so dramatically and how she felt had changed so radically that I was in awe. A couple of weeks later she did the exercise again, and she got to a whole new place, where she now sees that this person had in fact saved her life – which I know to be true, because I have been watching her for two years. While traumatic, she has been freed up to live her life in a whole new way, which I am sure will add many more years of living to her.
My attention was completed riveted. I wanted to know what process she used. The latest brain research had been combined with EFT. Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) is a process that has been used in many ways. It asks you to tap certain places on your head and torso – which are places on the body that can help the body switch from worry, stress, and trauma, to a place of calm, releasing the emotional charge and reactivity that one has been feeling.
My roommate, my daughter and I have made vast changes. We each have shifted into more authority of ourselves. We are more confident. We are more genuine. We are more grounded into the essence of who we are. We are seeing our future in new ways. I have constantly been in shock as I watch myself, and these people I know deeply, walk and talk differently than I have ever seen. We live in times where there are more and more energetic and transformative processes being delivered.
My daughter is between jobs. Her goal for the class was to clean up her prosperity consciousness. Today I was speaking with her. Where she would have been in deep anxiety two months ago, because the next job has not shown up, and her financial resources are limited; now, she is only concerned, but not in a panic attack. Huge difference.
My goal for the class was to re-energize my work life which had been in a stall for a year, and fill myself with well-being. Not only have I gotten re-energized about my work, but my vision for the future has completely changed. I have been walking around in bliss, I have huge amounts of energy, and I have given notice to my roommate, and will be moving to a San Juan Island where I have always wanted to live, and starting a residential facility where people can come to me to study.
I had to energetically let go of the life that I had created that is very comfortable to me, in order to conceive of an incredible future. That was what the last year was about. My roommate is rooting for me all the way, and so is my daughter. This vision came because I chose to accept the invitation of a friend to go spend 3 days on an island I had not yet visited. I was in bliss while I was there. On the second day, my friend Cindy gave me a mug that said “Dwell in Possibilities.” And I did, reveling in the experience and thinking about what it might be like to live some of my dreams.
When I got home, my daughter said, “Mom, you have been dreaming of living out there for 20 years. You are single, you are renting, you have a source of income to rely on. What is to stop you from doing it in the next two years?”
Two years, heck. How about now!
So. There are many wonders to come into being, and you can come on the journey with me.
I can’t wait to see what unfolds for each of us.
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